I Need Help
My head is full. I feel like it’s stuffed with cotton wool. My mind is a mad rush, a constant struggle to juggle everything. Am thinking about it, am shamed of it. Am longing for it, am shamed of it. I can’t say it, am I ashamed of it. I don’t want it, am ashamed of it.
Who will help me? Who is willing to let me? Who is near me and has noticed it. Am ashamed of me. I am afraid of what they will say of me. I don’t want me. I don’t have me.
I can’t stand this. I can’t have this. Am not up to this. What is this? I feel so lost. I need a light to see my life. I can’t stand what am seeing.
Help me. Somebody help me. Just awaken me and send this out of me. Am tired of it. Am done with it. Am all for leaving it.
I NEED HELP